is that I'd really like to stop going to funerals.
I'm ok (ish), so please don't worry, but I'm just not up to the long explanatory post today. I have to go to yet another family funeral this morning, and after two long nights of a wake, I'm already in enough pain to want to just up my pain pills until they actually Freaking Work. My uncle died on Sunday, and there have been some really tough moments in the past few days. But I'm getting through, holding on, being-haved, holding hands and hoping for the best.
I'll be back tomorrow, and I'll try to make more sense then. But for now, I just really don't want to have to go to any more funerals.